I remember when I wanted to die. I didn’t deserve to live. No one loved me, I was pointless.
But after a while, I realized I was worth a lot more than I thought.
I have a future husband floating around waiting for me. With that future husband I’ll have future kids. Those future kids will have lives and families of their own.
If i killed myself, none of this would exist.
What if I met someone on the street, and just by giving them a smile or engaging in conversation made them not want to kill themselves?
If I died, that person would be dead too.
What about my friends and family? What about everyone I’ve ever met? That nice guy who always bags my food at Wal-Mart, my lab partner, all of my teachers at school, people I always see hanging around?
No matter who they are or how they know me, a part of their life is gone, gone forever.
They’ll always remember me as “the girl who killed herself”. Everyone once in a while I’d be brought up in conversation, “Remember that poor young soul who commited suicide a while back?” I’d be nothing but a sob story, a would’ve, could’ve, should’ve.
Because of the tears I cry and the pain I feel, do I want others to cry and feel even more pain?
I’ve come a long way in a year. Imagine if I didn’t live this year.
Your death would change the world more than you can ever imagine.
You think your parents hate you, or think you’re a bother, imagine the lonely days they’d spend crying and wishing you were alive again.
Imagine your room, gathering dust. they’d leave your room exactly how you’d left it, a painful memory of your existance. Imagine your papers and notes never to be read again. All your clothes never to be worn.
Death isn’t temporary. It’s for-ever. And ever. And ever.
Are you ready to end a life that just started?
If you want a break from life, take a vacation. Don’t kill yourself.
It will only leave empty questions and heartbreak.
It will only leave more pain than you feel deep down into the pit of your stomach.
No matter how alone you feel, you’re not.
Everyone feels this way at some point.
Don’t give up. You have so much going for you. I promise, it gets better.
You start to smile again.
You start singing in the shower again.
You want to get out of bed every morning.
The only tears you shed are during a sad movie.
The only pain you feel is when you skin your knee.
The only blood you shed is accidental.
Don’t give up.
Life is worth it. Life is beautiful.
Words are meaningless. Actions are powerful.
Never give up.
Somebody loves you.
Don’t selfishly take your own life, and ruin someone else’s in the process.
